Gauze


gauze ~ mode of adam
Schwein no isu
Yurameki
raison d'etre
304 goushitsu, hakushi no Sakura
Cage
tsumi to batsu
mazohyst of decadence
Yokan
Mask
-ZAN-
Akuro no oka
gauze ~ mode of eve



Schwein no isu (chair of the pig)

music by Die

Inject the poison you, of prototype E-24
Are you used to it already?
Has the pain become pleasure?
The 44th time round's allergy you after one week (rejection reaction)
count the numbers inside the anaesthesia, sleep
one two three four
me, of prototype A-01....


Spirit, soul, will, cell

Disgorging confusedly, I hang from the trap which adorn the wall, writhed within poisonned fangs
"Do it !"
I know the pain, I know the nausea, allergy to pleasure

Speed is going to increase, what you show
is the DNA of a regeneration's incapability
A child born from an animalistic copulation with myself
Excesively unperfect, one two three four

Disturbed by blood, I carry Fer de Lance's venom, I hear a desirable voice
I know the pain, I know the nausea, allergy to pleasure

Speed is going to increase, what you show
is the DNA of a regeneration's incapability
You are looking for, do you want blood ?
I'm going to give you some, one two three four




Yurameki (flutter)

music by Shinya music by Die

Love that isn't entangled You, impossible to repair
Already, we cannot return, can we? never can I forget the days gone by
Three years of memories, seemingly turning about face on me
As for now, that town even your face I don't want to recall because it's too painful
But three years of memories mean too much because always I'm waiting for you
An impossible dream, I am praying
I know that it's not possible, yet even still I am waiting for you
from here on, always, always

- from me, too weak, to you, too wounded -

kaerenakute wasuretakute
[yurameku] koto no nai ai o kimi ni

I cannot return, I want to forget, my love for you that will not "waver"

on that day, I vanished from your sight. now it's already too late, what can I do?
staring at you as you broke down crying, I embraced you even tighter than usual. but you won't change
how I realise it now, your love is already gone... I was truly a fool for you
shall we end it here? when I think of you, for some reason my eyes fill with tears.
I will never hurt you again. because I want to hold you close like I always did before.
I've betrayed our love too much... "now we cannot return to how we were three years ago..."
why did the two of us meet? what did I give to you?
if there's a chance we could meet again, I'll keep waiting until that time.
I cannot return, I want to forget, one more time, more than ever before
even my memories I want to forget, my heart that loved you is in pain
for all eternity, love like never before
for all eternity, our love will not return.




raison d'etre (reason for being)

music by Toshiya & Shinya

open your eyes, notice for the first time
the truth is that probably I loved no-one
and the next adam will awaken again

I loved you too much, the myself of that time will forever stay thus
But I got bored of seeing you, I've someone else in my arms

Soon I won't love you anymore, my hatred increases
I'm going to want to hit and destroy you, do you like my selfishness ?

I searched quite more than words
I searched only your body

A Pierrot just alone lying in front of the mirror
Goes slowly near to me
Who can makes you suffering, I or she ?
Alone, I whisper

I hurt you when you noticed that
With me we didn't understand each other

A Pierrot just alone lying in front of the mirror
Goes slowly near to me
Who can makes you suffering, I or she ?
Alone, I whisper

Finally you suffer so much that your spirit is going away from your body
In front of my eyes you're yelling of laugh, looking at a red razor




304 goushitsu, hakushi no Sakura (room 304, cherry blossoms of white death)

words by Kyo / music by Die

Tonight, the cherry blossoms flutter, scatter, hurriedly.

From the window, the cherry tree never changes
It flicker, flicker, flicker, flicker and dance in the wind

My conscience will today soften again
Who are you ? I don't remember anything
You hold my hand with much strenght
Tears have flown in this hand you're grabbing

Your eyes that don't stop cying told me something
For some reason your perfume makes me nostalgic
In this room, alone, I lose certainly life
A flower that can not find anybody...

Flowers that scatter fastly flicker in the wind, and wind blows in my white patient room

Times when pain covered days
You embraced my thin and ugly body

I finally remember the most important person
Tomorrow I will become ash and I will return to sand
The cherry tree I see from my window, I want to sleep under this cherry tree
You shroud me warmly in your arms...
In #304 room I am slowly carried away
As if I could not forget you...

From then on I flicker in the wind with the cherry tree, I remember you

I flicker, I flicker
I flicker, I flicker




Cage

words by Kyo / music by Kaoru

Masochist and sadist
Prison and cradle
Dream and trauma
First mother and last mother

I cut your numbed body, sadistic I make your blood flowing, I have got you mazohyst
If I was able, I would give you a poisoned kiss
Because of sadness I don't see your beauty, you're my last mother
As if I did not notice you were burring my memories, first mother
Even if time turns back, committed crime can't change
Last intellectual burns

You're looking at nasty me, decision strongly then gently impossible
Decided, you don't speak
Noise that goes through my skin hurts me and is going to deepen my wounds
You who are deeply jalous, is your blood always cold ?
It hurts me today still to forget the violences suffered in my childhood
I am going to tell you why you don't have a mother

You will notice it gently someday, in the "crib" you will become mother

Because of sadness I don't see the past, you're my last mother
As if at least you did not notice anything, first mother
Even if time turns back, committed crime can't change
Last intellectual is broken
Have you been too gentle with me ? I reproduce before's trauma
Have I, broken, been sadistic until the last you ?




tsumi to batsu (honey and saliva (crime and punishment))

words by Kyo / music by Kaoru

December 24th today is Christmas eve
together with you; let's spend it enjoyably
the big strawberry cake looks delicious, doesn't it
very, very sweet and delicious
would you like white wine or something?
slick, sticky, sloppy
This is a present from me, so
that twitching dried mouth, it's good if it heals
I seem to have left the room in a mess again
already today it's late so please hurry home
in the refrigerator....
~ more than a night of tragedy from I, the assailant ~

every second I drive it in if I lick your ears just drop it

here, hurry up and ask for more put it in your mouth, faster
lick the poison without missing a drop if you miss one drop...

show ~ lie ~ mad ~ sexual
1 ~ sad ~ sexually ~ 2 ~ sad ~ sexually

here, hurry up and scream harder just hurry up and open up your eyes

on dec 24, another person is trapped
if i lick her all over -- a 14-year-old girl
i'll just try to break your body

i planted the seed and took it out She's in tears with a red mouth fuck her

Here, hurry up and scream harder Just hurry up and open up your eyes
See, if I look at it more and more the honey keeps coming
make your sweet honey gush

I'll keep fucking you forever
here's to your drug-addicted head
If I take the drug today, i'll start to fuck you

You've got a pretty mouth you've got pretty breasts
You've got a pretty voice you've got a pretty face
You've got a pretty part here you've got a pretty part there
slick, sticky, sloppy
that ugly shaped part, lick it up
Then put it in down there




mazohyst of decadence

words by Kyo / music by Kaoru

I, whose life was severed
Death that was too quick
even if I am reborn
we can never be seperated
[cain] and [abel]

A child given birth to an adult unconscious of their sin dropped
I never had a name I don't even understand why I am here
and I haven't known my life of just these several months
I want to be loved I want to be born watching inside my mother's body
Its the second month since I gained consciousness, I felt something was too early
I can't do anyhting yet, meanwhile the cord...

this incomplete me is scraped out, the pain pierces through my body
the voice of my screaming crying mother won't stop screeching in my ears.
The adults in white clothes pull me up, in their eyes full of cold blood,
I relfect bloodstained and without my right arm. They wrap me in black vinyl as is
While my consciousness gradually fades, I quietly think. If this me in the cage could be loved as I am
that would be enough I cant's let this go on
As I am unloved, I'd rather die
So I won't raise my newborn cry I'll quietly sleep
I wanted to see what it was like, just once, to feel a mother's love in my hand
I guess this is love...thank you
a door that can never be opened again has been shut tightly.
but you know what ? I am surely your future.

Lines:
Man: Is this really okay with you ?
Woman: Yes.
Man: How many have you ?
Woman: Just one.
Man: I've killed countless children. Is this really permissable ? I'll ask again. Is this really okay with you ?
Are you prepared ?
Woman: Yes
Man: Then let us begin.

my body will be burned until the bones are gone it'll burn !




Yokan (premonition)

words by Kyo / music by Die

A mass of
Lies
Betrayal
Deception
Cruelty
Pleasure
Tenderness
Pain
Hatred
Love

Today still, I play with you, you don't notice anything
A love that freezes at -180C

Silent you, a silent love, silent pleasant feelings
Silent me, a silent love, silent scars

You, the eighteen person, don't notice me, softly you have confirmed me
This frozen love

Quiet you, a quiet love, I kill my quiet pleasant feelings
Quiet me, a quiet love, a quiet...

I can't change, this silent love can't change
Peacefully, peacefully, it coils up around both us

A silent heart, a quiet heart, cut in my heart
A silent heart, a quiet heart, even if you are going to play with my heart

Since I noticed you,
I just wanna be able to be by your side

I finally embraced you
I didn't know that it would be going to be the last time




Mask

words by Kyo / music by Kaoru

Sky
Space that is too vast
The 24th floor a huge spreading of wings
I'll get 4.5 seconds of freedom

Days covered by pain, in hardened asphalt "burried"
Poisoned flowers bloom if I pray doing my cross sign

Peace's institutors hold their white mask with this hand "broken"
Bound people flood to the right "little by little"
If we could everyday whip them, grabbing their head in live
Destruction's institutors fold their black mask "weared"

Sweet life, mad life, last life, brain crash

Right eye, left eye, right hand, left hand, right foot, left foot "head"
Bone, sweat, tear, blood, breathing, nerve and brain "quickly"
Until I would be paralysed I will continue to drink, to drink
Dictatorship's doctrine, to live cut from dreams "go insane"

Let's try to spread our wings, aluminium wings
While devils aren't there let's fall back quickly on the ground
Let's try our spread our wings, dreams that are going to collapse
Ungranted dreams, let's scatter it




-ZAN- ( remains -ZAN-)

words by Kyo / music by Kaoru

trap

My cooled blue body
Has covered with saliva
Become persisting in my vision ( persisting ? )
Vicious and distorted paint ( inhuman paint ? )

My short life I dance with
Is going to become rotten mercilessly
Memories seen for the last time
You who laughs... I kill you

Psycho, inside where I distort and turn
Psycho, viciously
Psycho, pasttrap
Psycho, pasttrip
By... Deathtrap




Akuro No Oka (the hill of acropolis)

words by Kyo / music by Kaoru

I'm only staring
I'm only staring at you
You're only waiting
You're only crying
.

On the hill after six days, only a cold wind is streaming by

We met in those place, now I can't do anything any more
We met in this city, now I can't love anybody any more

On those hill you look up at this sky, we saw it together
In this sky I look down at those hill, we were together

I wanna the faded flowers to bloom wonderfully like on those time, only one more time
This night my heart and my ideal got on together in the darkness, if only tonigh again
I could be by your side

I meet you in those place, all start again, now I can't do anything any more
I meet you in this city, now I can't love anybody any more, with you
both us again to those hill

I wanna the faded flowers to bloom wonderfully like on those time, only one more time
This night my heart and my ideal got on together in the darkness, if only tonigh again...

My tied up fingers untie, I'm going to immerse deeply, you that I see for the last time
I loved you, my ungranted dream is waiting on Akuro's hill, my unfaded dream
wants to fall asleep with you

Although I can't go back to the past, I'm looking for you who has changed
Until this time you were waiting for me, now still on those hill...






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